1 00:00:02,400 --> 00:00:03,834 Previously on "the Americans"... 2 00:00:03,867 --> 00:00:05,669 Listen, Kimmy, this whole age thing... 3 00:00:05,703 --> 00:00:07,013 When people see us together, it's weird. 4 00:00:07,037 --> 00:00:08,839 Let's just hang out in private. 5 00:00:08,872 --> 00:00:10,174 You'll get in there 6 00:00:10,208 --> 00:00:11,842 and see what you have to work with. 7 00:00:11,875 --> 00:00:14,712 What I have to work with is a hormonal 15-year-old girl. 8 00:00:14,745 --> 00:00:17,215 When you were admitted to the academy, I was pregnant. 9 00:00:17,248 --> 00:00:19,350 That's my son. 10 00:00:19,383 --> 00:00:21,051 Our son. 11 00:00:26,557 --> 00:00:27,891 Your birthday's coming up, 12 00:00:27,925 --> 00:00:29,568 and we still haven't decided what we're gonna do. 13 00:00:29,592 --> 00:00:30,936 We can have some of your friends over here. 14 00:00:30,960 --> 00:00:32,595 Pastor Tim and his wife? 15 00:00:32,629 --> 00:00:35,698 I kind of wanted to talk to you all about something. 16 00:00:35,732 --> 00:00:39,202 What I really want this year is to get baptized. 17 00:00:39,236 --> 00:00:42,439 She set this whole thing up so we couldn't say no. 18 00:00:42,472 --> 00:00:46,075 If you tell her now, this will all blow up. 19 00:00:46,109 --> 00:00:49,246 But at least she'll know who she is. 20 00:01:25,448 --> 00:01:26,816 Welcome to 21 00:01:26,849 --> 00:01:30,252 the Reed street church baptism celebration! 22 00:01:33,322 --> 00:01:36,492 Uh, we call this a celebration and not a ceremony 23 00:01:36,525 --> 00:01:39,961 because this is no empty ritual. 24 00:01:39,995 --> 00:01:43,265 When we immerse ourselves in these baptismal waters, 25 00:01:43,299 --> 00:01:46,968 we symbolically allow god's grace and forgiveness 26 00:01:47,002 --> 00:01:48,637 to wash over us. 27 00:01:48,670 --> 00:01:52,107 It's the beginning of a new life in Christ. 28 00:01:52,140 --> 00:01:55,777 Now when I look at Paige, 29 00:01:55,811 --> 00:01:59,181 I am reminded of that verse in 1 John... 30 00:01:59,215 --> 00:02:02,150 "let us not love with words and speech, 31 00:02:02,184 --> 00:02:05,153 but with actions and truth." 32 00:02:06,488 --> 00:02:08,457 Paige gives her whole heart 33 00:02:08,490 --> 00:02:11,293 to every political action that we engage in at this church, 34 00:02:11,327 --> 00:02:14,530 whether it's drafting letters to the white house 35 00:02:14,563 --> 00:02:17,333 to demand that President Reagan end his support 36 00:02:17,366 --> 00:02:19,535 for the dehumanizing racial segregation 37 00:02:19,568 --> 00:02:21,002 in South Africa, 38 00:02:21,036 --> 00:02:25,140 or picketing the insanity and waste 39 00:02:25,173 --> 00:02:26,808 of the nuclear arms race, 40 00:02:26,842 --> 00:02:29,477 Paige is always on the front line, 41 00:02:29,510 --> 00:02:32,647 challenging, questioning, yelling. 42 00:02:37,552 --> 00:02:39,186 But, Paige, 43 00:02:39,220 --> 00:02:43,824 this is your most defiant act of protest yet, 44 00:02:43,858 --> 00:02:45,860 because today, 45 00:02:45,893 --> 00:02:48,829 you make a public declaration 46 00:02:48,863 --> 00:02:51,666 that you are a child of god. 47 00:02:51,699 --> 00:02:54,835 Are you ready to be renamed and reclaimed 48 00:02:54,869 --> 00:02:56,203 in the name of Jesus? 49 00:02:56,237 --> 00:02:58,706 Absolutely. 50 00:03:03,544 --> 00:03:06,347 Paige Jennings, 51 00:03:06,381 --> 00:03:09,250 upon profession of your faith, 52 00:03:09,284 --> 00:03:11,552 I baptize you now 53 00:03:11,586 --> 00:03:13,053 in the name of the father, 54 00:03:13,087 --> 00:03:17,124 of the son, and of the holy spirit. 55 00:03:39,779 --> 00:03:41,815 Yeah! 56 00:04:31,497 --> 00:04:33,799 White Honda. New Jersey plates. 57 00:04:33,832 --> 00:04:36,602 E-u-t-9-5-2-0. 58 00:04:36,635 --> 00:04:37,846 What about the blue Ford 59 00:04:37,870 --> 00:04:39,137 on Willard street? 60 00:04:39,171 --> 00:04:41,306 Virginia plates. 61 00:04:41,340 --> 00:04:43,776 M-n-f... 62 00:04:43,809 --> 00:04:45,511 3-5... 63 00:04:47,380 --> 00:04:50,148 That's close enough. That's good. 64 00:04:50,182 --> 00:04:52,651 Listen... 65 00:04:52,685 --> 00:04:54,286 I was at a student meeting. 66 00:04:54,319 --> 00:04:56,989 An anti-apartheid group that I go to. 67 00:04:57,022 --> 00:05:00,459 There was this one undergraduate... Todd. 68 00:05:00,493 --> 00:05:04,329 He reminded me of students I knew back in Johannesburg, 69 00:05:04,363 --> 00:05:07,866 hired by the government to spy on the rest of us. 70 00:05:07,900 --> 00:05:10,202 I-I probably shouldn't have, but I-I followed him. 71 00:05:10,235 --> 00:05:12,805 And? 72 00:05:12,838 --> 00:05:15,474 I thought I caught him looking for surveillance. 73 00:05:15,508 --> 00:05:16,975 You thought? 74 00:05:17,009 --> 00:05:18,477 I-I broke off quickly in case he was, 75 00:05:18,511 --> 00:05:20,145 but I'm pretty sure. 76 00:05:20,178 --> 00:05:23,148 Maybe the CIA threatening him with the South Africans. 77 00:05:23,181 --> 00:05:25,483 Reagan would approve that. 78 00:05:25,517 --> 00:05:27,519 He... he calls the a.N.C. Terrorists 79 00:05:27,552 --> 00:05:30,988 while supporting botha and his murderers. 80 00:05:31,022 --> 00:05:32,824 We'll look into it, 81 00:05:32,857 --> 00:05:35,727 but do not follow him again unless I tell you to. 82 00:05:46,938 --> 00:05:49,441 You need some help? Sure. 83 00:05:52,209 --> 00:05:54,345 So... 84 00:05:54,378 --> 00:05:56,548 How do you feel? Any different? 85 00:05:56,581 --> 00:05:59,684 Uh... i guess. A little. 86 00:05:59,717 --> 00:06:02,754 More at peace. 87 00:06:03,955 --> 00:06:05,522 Uh, up a little more. 88 00:06:05,556 --> 00:06:07,057 Coming up. 89 00:06:09,092 --> 00:06:10,927 Yeah, right there. 90 00:06:13,597 --> 00:06:15,866 I'm really proud of you, Paige. 91 00:06:15,899 --> 00:06:17,434 For what? 92 00:06:17,468 --> 00:06:20,437 For being who you are... Strong... 93 00:06:20,471 --> 00:06:24,574 Because we didn't make this church thing easy for you. 94 00:06:24,607 --> 00:06:26,542 No, you didn't. 95 00:06:26,576 --> 00:06:28,444 But you stuck to your beliefs. 96 00:06:28,478 --> 00:06:29,945 Faith. 97 00:06:31,481 --> 00:06:34,450 You can always do that, you know? 98 00:06:34,484 --> 00:06:36,051 Stand up for what you want. 99 00:06:36,085 --> 00:06:39,722 You should never feel pressure to... To do anything 100 00:06:39,755 --> 00:06:41,624 that you don't feel is right for you. 101 00:06:41,657 --> 00:06:43,092 I think it's crooked. 102 00:06:45,094 --> 00:06:47,563 It's straight. Did you hear what I said? 103 00:06:47,597 --> 00:06:49,107 Yes, dad, I heard what you said. 104 00:06:49,131 --> 00:06:52,067 I'm not gonna drink or do drugs. 105 00:06:52,101 --> 00:06:54,604 No, I know that. So then what is this about? 106 00:06:56,171 --> 00:06:59,742 It's about always remembering to be your own person, 107 00:06:59,775 --> 00:07:02,244 because no one knows what's better for you than you. 108 00:07:02,277 --> 00:07:05,648 Even if... They care for you 109 00:07:05,681 --> 00:07:08,584 or have your best interests at heart. 110 00:07:08,618 --> 00:07:11,754 You should always be true to yourself. 111 00:07:11,787 --> 00:07:15,257 Going to church is being true to myself, dad. 112 00:07:15,290 --> 00:07:17,827 I know. That's not what I meant. 113 00:07:17,860 --> 00:07:20,530 Okay, dad. 114 00:07:25,800 --> 00:07:28,102 I just want you to be happy. 115 00:07:28,136 --> 00:07:29,938 That's all. 116 00:07:29,971 --> 00:07:32,507 Thanks. 117 00:07:39,147 --> 00:07:40,849 So, Tori, what do you do? 118 00:07:40,882 --> 00:07:43,284 I was a hospital administrator, 119 00:07:43,317 --> 00:07:45,153 but I'm in between jobs right now. 120 00:07:45,186 --> 00:07:46,955 A lot of people are. 121 00:07:46,988 --> 00:07:49,123 Yeah. Things are picking back up. 122 00:07:49,157 --> 00:07:52,493 Uh, volunteering at est has really kept my spirits going. 123 00:07:52,527 --> 00:07:53,828 What's est? 124 00:07:53,862 --> 00:07:55,830 Erhard seminars training. 125 00:07:55,864 --> 00:07:57,799 That's where we all met. 126 00:07:57,832 --> 00:08:00,134 What kind of training is that? 127 00:08:00,168 --> 00:08:04,973 Mm, personal. Spiritual. Emotional. 128 00:08:05,006 --> 00:08:06,708 Spiritual? Like church? 129 00:08:06,741 --> 00:08:09,143 No. 130 00:08:09,177 --> 00:08:11,813 Well, dad said it wasn't a church. 131 00:08:11,846 --> 00:08:13,347 Right, dad? 132 00:08:13,381 --> 00:08:16,317 It's definitely not a church. It's not even religious. 133 00:08:16,350 --> 00:08:19,688 It's about being in touch with where you're at. 134 00:08:19,721 --> 00:08:22,723 You know, just being you, 135 00:08:22,756 --> 00:08:25,859 and taking what you get and being cool with it. 136 00:08:25,893 --> 00:08:29,529 People think church is all about feeling sorry for yourself, 137 00:08:29,563 --> 00:08:31,331 but it's not. 138 00:08:31,364 --> 00:08:33,166 Not at my church, anyway. 139 00:08:33,200 --> 00:08:34,735 Paige just got baptized. 140 00:08:34,768 --> 00:08:37,004 Oh. That's cool. 141 00:08:37,037 --> 00:08:38,839 Listen, whatever works. Right? 142 00:08:38,872 --> 00:08:42,175 I mean, everybody's got their own thing. Right? 143 00:08:42,209 --> 00:08:45,545 I just know that est saved my life. 144 00:08:45,579 --> 00:08:47,681 How? Henry. 145 00:08:47,715 --> 00:08:50,217 No. I don't mind. 146 00:08:50,250 --> 00:08:53,887 I had a really rough childhood, 147 00:08:53,921 --> 00:08:56,023 and est helped me face what happened 148 00:08:56,056 --> 00:08:58,358 and... forgive. 149 00:08:58,391 --> 00:09:00,761 Hey, maybe we shouldn't talk about this now. 150 00:09:00,794 --> 00:09:03,196 But what is it? 151 00:09:03,230 --> 00:09:06,867 Uh it's a group of people who get together 152 00:09:06,900 --> 00:09:09,737 and try and help each other out with their problems. 153 00:09:09,770 --> 00:09:11,538 What kind of problems? 154 00:09:11,571 --> 00:09:14,574 Grown-up problems, Henry. 155 00:09:14,608 --> 00:09:17,044 Sounds weird. 156 00:09:17,077 --> 00:09:20,212 You know what? It kinda is. 157 00:09:30,990 --> 00:09:33,092 You have to eat, Nina. 158 00:09:35,494 --> 00:09:37,296 Please. 159 00:09:37,329 --> 00:09:38,731 Mnh-mnh. 160 00:09:38,765 --> 00:09:40,800 Just eat something. 161 00:09:44,436 --> 00:09:47,807 Look, you made a mistake, but... 162 00:09:47,840 --> 00:09:51,477 You have to stay strong. 163 00:09:51,510 --> 00:09:52,945 For what? 164 00:09:52,979 --> 00:09:56,783 I have nothing. 165 00:09:56,816 --> 00:09:58,484 No one. 166 00:10:00,619 --> 00:10:03,489 No one? 167 00:10:03,522 --> 00:10:06,292 You said you had a husband. 168 00:10:06,325 --> 00:10:08,094 I left him. 169 00:10:08,127 --> 00:10:11,998 He was begging me not to. 170 00:10:13,365 --> 00:10:15,935 How can you love someone who leaves you? 171 00:10:15,968 --> 00:10:18,603 Well, if you're in love... 172 00:10:18,636 --> 00:10:21,306 You still believe in love? 173 00:10:21,339 --> 00:10:22,774 After all this? 174 00:10:22,808 --> 00:10:24,943 Yes. 175 00:10:24,976 --> 00:10:26,344 Of course. 176 00:10:27,979 --> 00:10:30,816 What? What else is there? 177 00:10:32,884 --> 00:10:35,120 Men don't think like this. 178 00:10:35,153 --> 00:10:36,688 Only us. 179 00:10:36,722 --> 00:10:38,790 Women. 180 00:10:38,824 --> 00:10:42,694 In America, I had two lovers. 181 00:10:42,728 --> 00:10:46,464 One communist, one capitalist. 182 00:10:46,497 --> 00:10:51,136 I was whatever they wanted me to be. 183 00:10:51,169 --> 00:10:55,206 I loved them both different ways. 184 00:10:55,240 --> 00:10:58,143 But at the end, 185 00:10:58,176 --> 00:11:01,179 they loved their countries more than they loved me. 186 00:11:11,890 --> 00:11:15,026 Mmm. 187 00:11:17,061 --> 00:11:19,029 Mmm. 188 00:11:24,368 --> 00:11:26,003 Where are you? 189 00:11:26,036 --> 00:11:28,072 Uh, my house? 190 00:11:28,105 --> 00:11:30,875 No. 191 00:11:30,908 --> 00:11:33,744 You know what I mean. 192 00:11:33,778 --> 00:11:36,013 Hmm? Where's your head at? 193 00:11:36,046 --> 00:11:38,916 Are you with me in there? 194 00:11:38,949 --> 00:11:40,384 Yeah. 195 00:11:40,417 --> 00:11:43,053 Yeah? Mm, yeah. 196 00:12:03,774 --> 00:12:05,409 I don't think you are. 197 00:12:05,442 --> 00:12:08,913 And if we're gonna do this, 198 00:12:08,946 --> 00:12:12,116 then I need you to be here. 199 00:12:12,149 --> 00:12:14,484 All of you. 200 00:12:17,653 --> 00:12:19,388 I don't know what you want. 201 00:12:19,422 --> 00:12:21,724 I just want you to be honest. 202 00:12:21,757 --> 00:12:23,960 Are you thinking about your ex-wife? 203 00:12:30,499 --> 00:12:32,401 She's still my wife. 204 00:12:32,435 --> 00:12:35,939 20 years is a long time to be with someone. 205 00:12:35,972 --> 00:12:38,407 This is our house. 206 00:12:38,441 --> 00:12:41,610 I've never been with anyone but Sandra in this house. 207 00:12:41,644 --> 00:12:44,780 That must be really hard. 208 00:12:44,814 --> 00:12:47,483 It is. 209 00:12:47,516 --> 00:12:50,954 But it's also... Really good... 210 00:12:53,289 --> 00:12:55,791 to feel it 211 00:12:55,825 --> 00:12:57,760 and to know it 212 00:12:57,793 --> 00:13:00,129 and to not push it away. 213 00:13:00,163 --> 00:13:01,497 Hmm? 214 00:13:05,368 --> 00:13:07,036 Yeah. 215 00:13:23,485 --> 00:13:25,353 Don't peek. 216 00:13:25,387 --> 00:13:27,289 Okay, I promise I won't. 217 00:13:27,322 --> 00:13:29,291 Good. Kimmy. 218 00:13:29,324 --> 00:13:31,826 Okay! Okay. Okay. 219 00:13:46,708 --> 00:13:48,977 Mm. No. 220 00:13:49,011 --> 00:13:50,478 I'm baked. 221 00:13:50,512 --> 00:13:52,314 Lightweight. 222 00:13:58,253 --> 00:14:00,188 Ready? 223 00:14:05,393 --> 00:14:08,496 What is this? 224 00:14:10,032 --> 00:14:13,667 Pink Floyd. 225 00:14:13,700 --> 00:14:16,670 Just lay back, close your eyes, 226 00:14:16,703 --> 00:14:18,005 and take it in. 227 00:14:23,710 --> 00:14:26,680 Oh, my god. 228 00:14:28,882 --> 00:14:30,517 This is amazing. 229 00:14:30,551 --> 00:14:32,686 I know. 230 00:14:38,792 --> 00:14:41,295 I have a better idea. 231 00:14:42,896 --> 00:14:45,032 Why don't we take a bath together? 232 00:14:45,066 --> 00:14:49,070 Come on. Lie back, listen to the music. 233 00:14:49,103 --> 00:14:52,239 No, I really wanna take a bath with you, James. 234 00:14:53,774 --> 00:14:56,877 You take a bath. 235 00:14:56,910 --> 00:14:59,947 No. 236 00:14:59,981 --> 00:15:03,450 I'll wait. 237 00:15:03,484 --> 00:15:06,587 You should be relaxed. 238 00:15:06,620 --> 00:15:09,090 Okay. 239 00:16:50,689 --> 00:16:52,057 Mom? 240 00:16:52,091 --> 00:16:55,394 Paige. I'm... 241 00:16:55,427 --> 00:16:57,996 You know what? This is ridiculous. 242 00:16:58,029 --> 00:17:00,065 I... look. 243 00:17:00,099 --> 00:17:02,401 Sometimes, I smoke, and... 244 00:17:02,434 --> 00:17:04,703 I know you smoke. Henry knows, too. 245 00:17:04,736 --> 00:17:07,872 We're not clueless, mom. 246 00:17:07,906 --> 00:17:09,541 And I'm not gonna nag you about it 247 00:17:09,574 --> 00:17:11,185 because I know you already know it's really bad for you. 248 00:17:11,209 --> 00:17:13,344 But I will say that I wish you didn't 249 00:17:13,377 --> 00:17:15,045 and I hope you quit. 250 00:17:16,747 --> 00:17:19,717 Don't look at me like that, mom. 251 00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:21,752 Like what? 252 00:17:21,785 --> 00:17:23,754 I don't know. Like that. 253 00:17:23,787 --> 00:17:28,259 I'm... I'm just impressed with you. 254 00:17:28,292 --> 00:17:30,027 That's all. 255 00:17:30,060 --> 00:17:32,696 You're just... All grown-up all of a sudden. 256 00:17:32,730 --> 00:17:34,732 Can you extend my curfew then? 257 00:17:37,568 --> 00:17:38,869 That's a good one. 258 00:17:38,902 --> 00:17:40,604 Had to try. 259 00:17:43,807 --> 00:17:45,909 It's been really nice hanging out with you, mom. 260 00:17:47,745 --> 00:17:50,248 It's been so nice for me, too. 261 00:17:50,281 --> 00:17:53,551 I know the church stuff isn't always easy for you, 262 00:17:53,584 --> 00:17:56,887 so... thanks for supporting me. 263 00:17:56,920 --> 00:18:01,125 Paige, I will support you no matter what. 264 00:18:01,159 --> 00:18:02,660 I hope you know that. 265 00:18:05,629 --> 00:18:10,099 So... what do you really think about church, mom? 266 00:18:11,934 --> 00:18:13,736 Well... 267 00:18:13,770 --> 00:18:16,638 There are probably one too many potlucks. 268 00:18:18,607 --> 00:18:21,943 Well, we can all agree on that. But, I mean... 269 00:18:21,977 --> 00:18:23,912 The spiritual part. 270 00:18:23,945 --> 00:18:26,348 Yeah. 271 00:18:28,817 --> 00:18:31,920 It's just not really my thing, Paige. 272 00:18:31,953 --> 00:18:33,822 How do you know? 273 00:18:33,855 --> 00:18:36,592 I mean, have you ever tried it? 274 00:18:36,625 --> 00:18:39,528 What? Praying. 275 00:18:41,029 --> 00:18:42,431 No. 276 00:18:42,464 --> 00:18:46,468 It's... It's scary at first. 277 00:18:46,502 --> 00:18:48,304 Not scary. It's... 278 00:18:48,337 --> 00:18:51,106 Kind of silly, like you're talking to yourself. 279 00:18:51,139 --> 00:18:56,011 But... after a while, you... you feel something. 280 00:18:56,044 --> 00:18:58,614 What? 281 00:18:58,647 --> 00:18:59,948 I don't know. 282 00:18:59,981 --> 00:19:04,353 A... a presence. 283 00:19:05,987 --> 00:19:08,989 It helps. 284 00:19:45,059 --> 00:19:47,262 James? 285 00:19:51,399 --> 00:19:53,668 Hey. Hi. 286 00:19:53,701 --> 00:19:55,836 Where were you? 287 00:19:55,870 --> 00:19:59,740 I was just going to my car because... 288 00:19:59,774 --> 00:20:01,509 I have a surprise for you. 289 00:20:01,542 --> 00:20:02,910 What is it? 290 00:20:02,943 --> 00:20:06,281 Well, go and wait in your room. I'll go get it. 291 00:20:14,220 --> 00:20:17,724 And no peeking. 292 00:20:19,259 --> 00:20:21,261 How much longer? Five minutes. 293 00:20:21,295 --> 00:20:24,464 Give me your earrings. Now. 294 00:20:36,576 --> 00:20:40,414 Where's my surprise? Mm. 295 00:20:45,452 --> 00:20:47,454 I love them. 296 00:20:47,487 --> 00:20:49,756 Thank you. 297 00:21:05,305 --> 00:21:07,272 How do they look? 298 00:21:07,306 --> 00:21:08,841 Beautiful. 299 00:21:27,493 --> 00:21:31,296 You're a good kisser. 300 00:21:35,968 --> 00:21:38,203 What's wrong? 301 00:21:49,515 --> 00:21:51,316 I can't. 302 00:21:51,350 --> 00:21:54,286 But my parents won't be home for hours, I swear. 303 00:21:54,319 --> 00:21:56,288 It's not... It's not your parents. 304 00:21:56,321 --> 00:21:57,723 What are you talking about? 305 00:21:59,492 --> 00:22:01,460 I want to, but I... 306 00:22:01,494 --> 00:22:04,329 Why? You don't want me? 307 00:22:04,363 --> 00:22:07,331 N-No. I-I want you, Kimmy. 308 00:22:07,365 --> 00:22:10,468 - Believe me, I want you. - But... 309 00:22:10,502 --> 00:22:12,169 Just say it. 310 00:22:16,674 --> 00:22:19,677 Things have been hard lately. 311 00:22:19,711 --> 00:22:21,979 I've had a lot of problems at work and... 312 00:22:22,013 --> 00:22:24,649 Some other... Stuff. 313 00:22:24,682 --> 00:22:28,085 And a guy at work told me about a church he goes to. 314 00:22:30,021 --> 00:22:31,856 I hadn't been to church since I was a kid 315 00:22:31,889 --> 00:22:35,560 because I always hated it. 316 00:22:35,593 --> 00:22:38,696 But I have been going. 317 00:22:38,730 --> 00:22:41,999 And it is starting to make sense to me. 318 00:22:42,033 --> 00:22:45,169 And the minister talks about starting over 319 00:22:45,202 --> 00:22:49,373 and... having a new life with god. 320 00:22:49,407 --> 00:22:51,242 And 321 00:22:51,275 --> 00:22:53,578 I think I wanna try that. 322 00:22:56,414 --> 00:22:58,883 Wait. You're... You're breaking up with me? 323 00:23:01,218 --> 00:23:03,354 No. No, I don't... No, I don't want to. 324 00:23:03,387 --> 00:23:06,523 I-I-I hope you don't want to. 325 00:23:06,557 --> 00:23:11,361 I just need to take things slowly. That's all. 326 00:23:11,394 --> 00:23:12,796 Is that okay? 327 00:23:16,600 --> 00:23:19,536 Sure. But... 328 00:23:19,570 --> 00:23:23,774 Are you sure it's not me? I-If I'm doing something wrong? 329 00:23:23,807 --> 00:23:25,776 Because you can tell me. 330 00:23:25,809 --> 00:23:28,378 No. No, it's not you at all. 331 00:23:28,411 --> 00:23:31,214 You're... 332 00:23:31,247 --> 00:23:33,083 You're perfect. 333 00:23:38,489 --> 00:23:41,558 He told me 334 00:23:41,592 --> 00:23:43,594 to meet him in Brussels. 335 00:23:43,627 --> 00:23:47,598 After you left the package he gave you? 336 00:23:47,631 --> 00:23:50,467 Yes. 337 00:23:50,501 --> 00:23:53,804 I've never been to Brussels. 338 00:23:55,472 --> 00:23:57,608 That's where we first met. 339 00:24:00,143 --> 00:24:03,312 We both made the same mistake... 340 00:24:03,345 --> 00:24:05,981 Trusting the men we loved. 341 00:24:06,015 --> 00:24:10,953 No, it's not like that with me, 342 00:24:10,986 --> 00:24:12,755 not like you. 343 00:24:12,788 --> 00:24:14,924 He put you here. 344 00:24:14,957 --> 00:24:18,093 No. 345 00:24:18,127 --> 00:24:20,295 He would never do that. 346 00:24:22,031 --> 00:24:23,799 He loves me. 347 00:24:23,833 --> 00:24:27,136 He lied to you, evi. 348 00:24:31,507 --> 00:24:33,643 He never lied to me. 349 00:24:38,814 --> 00:24:42,985 You do things for love. 350 00:25:03,504 --> 00:25:05,740 Hey. Hey. 351 00:25:13,047 --> 00:25:14,515 Everything okay here? 352 00:25:16,885 --> 00:25:19,988 The centre wants us to follow 353 00:25:20,021 --> 00:25:22,691 that 19-year-old super spy provocateur 354 00:25:22,724 --> 00:25:24,525 hans is worried about. 355 00:25:28,863 --> 00:25:30,531 Great. 356 00:25:42,043 --> 00:25:43,511 Really? 357 00:25:43,544 --> 00:25:45,413 Yeah. 358 00:26:33,627 --> 00:26:35,963 What? 359 00:26:35,996 --> 00:26:38,298 Paige. 360 00:26:38,331 --> 00:26:40,567 She thinks I should start praying. 361 00:26:44,772 --> 00:26:46,674 I would like to see that. 362 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:03,656 She's living in a fantasy world. 363 00:27:06,125 --> 00:27:07,459 I don't know, 364 00:27:07,493 --> 00:27:10,830 because Jesus really came through for me tonight. 365 00:27:14,701 --> 00:27:18,805 I told Kimberly the reason I couldn't sleep with her was... 366 00:27:21,373 --> 00:27:25,611 Because I had to serve Jesus instead. 367 00:27:25,644 --> 00:27:27,947 Oh, my. 368 00:27:27,980 --> 00:27:29,949 Yeah. 369 00:27:41,828 --> 00:27:44,663 Shh! Shh, shh, shh, shh! 370 00:27:45,998 --> 00:27:47,900 Ahh. 371 00:27:50,870 --> 00:27:53,472 So you didn't... Sleep with her? 372 00:27:53,505 --> 00:27:55,674 No, I didn't. 373 00:27:57,843 --> 00:28:01,813 But if this operation drags on and... 374 00:28:01,847 --> 00:28:04,983 She gets older, then... 375 00:28:05,016 --> 00:28:07,819 Maybe. 376 00:28:26,237 --> 00:28:28,373 Notice anything new? 377 00:28:28,406 --> 00:28:30,675 There's no classified files. 378 00:28:30,708 --> 00:28:32,377 And they're not coming back. 379 00:28:33,378 --> 00:28:35,013 Made a couple of calls. 380 00:28:37,415 --> 00:28:38,884 Hey, Stan. 381 00:28:38,917 --> 00:28:41,086 Can I talk to you for a second? 382 00:28:41,119 --> 00:28:42,520 Sure. 383 00:28:42,553 --> 00:28:44,355 I was just talking to my buddy Dan Thompson 384 00:28:44,389 --> 00:28:46,191 in the Cincinnati field office. 385 00:28:46,224 --> 00:28:47,558 Uh, we were at Quantico together. 386 00:28:47,592 --> 00:28:49,194 Yeah, he said. 387 00:28:49,227 --> 00:28:52,063 So I got some bad news. 388 00:28:52,097 --> 00:28:54,866 We lost four guys in a small plane crash in Ohio. 389 00:28:56,801 --> 00:28:58,735 He said you were friends with one of them. 390 00:29:00,971 --> 00:29:02,539 Dave. 391 00:29:02,572 --> 00:29:05,209 We worked out of the midwest bank robbery squad together. 392 00:29:05,242 --> 00:29:08,578 It hasn't been announced yet. Just thought you'd like to know. 393 00:29:08,612 --> 00:29:11,415 Sorry. If I can do anything... 394 00:29:33,470 --> 00:29:35,239 Hi, this is Arthur. 395 00:29:35,272 --> 00:29:37,083 If you have a message for me, Sandra, or Matthew, 396 00:29:37,107 --> 00:29:39,276 please leave your name, number, and time of your call 397 00:29:39,309 --> 00:29:40,744 after the beep. 398 00:30:17,646 --> 00:30:20,349 No leftovers? 399 00:30:20,383 --> 00:30:22,151 Sorry. 400 00:30:28,523 --> 00:30:30,158 I got the bug in. 401 00:30:30,192 --> 00:30:32,794 Good. 402 00:30:32,827 --> 00:30:34,462 How's Kimberly? 403 00:30:34,496 --> 00:30:38,300 I think she's nervous about a math test she has coming up. 404 00:30:38,333 --> 00:30:40,635 Oh. 405 00:30:40,668 --> 00:30:42,871 Do you want some coffee? Sure. 406 00:30:49,177 --> 00:30:51,679 Having weekly updates is going to make a big difference. 407 00:30:51,713 --> 00:30:53,048 The mujahideen can barely function 408 00:30:53,081 --> 00:30:54,515 without American assistance. 409 00:30:54,548 --> 00:30:57,351 Weekly? 410 00:30:57,384 --> 00:31:00,221 Conditions in the field won't support that. 411 00:31:00,254 --> 00:31:02,689 Has it gotten intimate yet? 412 00:31:09,430 --> 00:31:11,365 You have to forge a real bond with her 413 00:31:11,398 --> 00:31:13,400 if you're going to get to the recording device 414 00:31:13,434 --> 00:31:14,835 when you need to. 415 00:31:14,868 --> 00:31:16,670 You know this. 416 00:31:16,703 --> 00:31:18,081 You've known this from the beginning. 417 00:31:18,105 --> 00:31:19,573 Our soldiers in Afghanistan are... 418 00:31:19,606 --> 00:31:22,043 I know what's going on in Afghanistan. 419 00:31:31,085 --> 00:31:33,254 Philip, I wasn't going to tell you this 420 00:31:33,287 --> 00:31:35,056 until things calmed down, 421 00:31:35,089 --> 00:31:38,092 but I think it best that you know it now. 422 00:31:38,125 --> 00:31:41,562 About a month, we captured Irina in Brazil. 423 00:31:42,930 --> 00:31:45,566 She's been sent home. There will be a trial. 424 00:31:45,599 --> 00:31:49,736 I know you spoke to her about two years ago. 425 00:31:49,770 --> 00:31:51,372 She has a son. 426 00:31:51,405 --> 00:31:54,240 His name is Misha. He's 20 years old. 427 00:31:54,274 --> 00:31:58,378 He's in the 345th independent paratroop regiment 428 00:31:58,411 --> 00:32:00,280 in faizabad. 429 00:32:00,313 --> 00:32:02,915 She says he's yours. 430 00:32:08,321 --> 00:32:10,723 Only you know if it's true, Philip. 431 00:32:10,756 --> 00:32:13,393 But I've been checking on him, and he's a good soldier. 432 00:32:13,426 --> 00:32:16,062 His commanders respect him a great deal. 433 00:32:16,096 --> 00:32:20,600 He's loyal. He's trustworthy. He's like you in that respect. 434 00:32:23,303 --> 00:32:26,339 I didn't want to have to tell you this way. 435 00:32:29,109 --> 00:32:31,111 Have you told Elizabeth? 436 00:32:31,144 --> 00:32:33,446 Of course not. 437 00:32:53,032 --> 00:32:58,303 Hans' teenage spy likes redheads and is failing biology. 438 00:33:03,308 --> 00:33:05,010 What's wrong? 439 00:33:05,044 --> 00:33:06,545 Nothing. 440 00:33:11,016 --> 00:33:14,119 Nothing. I had a... I had a hard meeting with Gabriel. 441 00:33:14,153 --> 00:33:16,355 What happened? 442 00:33:19,191 --> 00:33:23,495 He... told me... 443 00:33:23,528 --> 00:33:24,863 That I... 444 00:33:24,896 --> 00:33:27,866 He's trying to help, Philip. 445 00:33:27,899 --> 00:33:29,701 With Paige. 446 00:33:29,734 --> 00:33:32,537 I know it's a lot to deal with, 447 00:33:32,571 --> 00:33:34,206 especially with everything else going on, 448 00:33:34,239 --> 00:33:35,807 but after the baptism... 449 00:33:35,840 --> 00:33:38,877 I have to switch the tapes at Kimberly's weekly, 450 00:33:38,910 --> 00:33:41,680 not monthly. 451 00:33:56,360 --> 00:33:57,837 Then pop my gourmet popping corn 452 00:33:57,861 --> 00:33:59,897 in my buttery flavored oil. 453 00:33:59,930 --> 00:34:02,866 - It'll taste buttery without any butter. - Hello? 454 00:34:02,900 --> 00:34:04,835 In here. 455 00:34:04,868 --> 00:34:07,171 And fluffier than other popcorn, so each tender mor... 456 00:34:07,205 --> 00:34:08,582 We saw it on the news. 457 00:34:08,606 --> 00:34:11,075 I'm sorry. 458 00:34:11,109 --> 00:34:12,910 Thanks. 459 00:34:14,578 --> 00:34:16,114 I'm sorry. 460 00:34:22,720 --> 00:34:24,222 Have you talked to Ellen? 461 00:34:24,255 --> 00:34:27,024 Not yet. 462 00:34:27,057 --> 00:34:29,527 I tried to call her a couple times. The phone was busy. 463 00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:31,028 Yeah, I'll call her tomorrow. 464 00:34:31,061 --> 00:34:32,696 Oh, those kids. 465 00:34:32,730 --> 00:34:34,132 Yeah. 466 00:34:36,400 --> 00:34:38,569 You met him once. You remember? 467 00:34:38,602 --> 00:34:40,904 Uh, yeah. I think so. 468 00:34:40,938 --> 00:34:44,074 Dave was... he was... 469 00:34:44,108 --> 00:34:45,876 He was just so funny. 470 00:34:45,909 --> 00:34:47,245 Wasn't he? 471 00:34:47,278 --> 00:34:48,712 He was. 472 00:34:50,413 --> 00:34:51,624 I meant to call them, you know? 473 00:34:51,648 --> 00:34:53,116 I meant to call them so many times. 474 00:34:53,150 --> 00:34:54,884 I just... 475 00:34:56,753 --> 00:34:58,888 Can't take one moment for granted. 476 00:34:58,921 --> 00:35:01,891 There's gonna be a memorial in a couple of weeks. 477 00:35:01,924 --> 00:35:03,426 Will you come? 478 00:35:05,762 --> 00:35:08,465 I don't know. Uh... 479 00:35:08,498 --> 00:35:11,100 It's in Chicago, isn't it? 480 00:35:18,175 --> 00:35:19,676 I'll think about it. 481 00:35:21,944 --> 00:35:23,613 Um... 482 00:35:23,646 --> 00:35:26,916 I'll see tomorrow night. Mm-hmm. 483 00:35:26,949 --> 00:35:29,152 And take care of yourself. 484 00:35:30,820 --> 00:35:32,455 Don't keep it all in. 485 00:35:44,967 --> 00:35:48,271 Your friend hans is on to something. 486 00:35:52,508 --> 00:35:54,176 That student you followed 487 00:35:54,210 --> 00:35:57,179 met with Eugene veter from South African intelligence. 488 00:35:58,647 --> 00:36:00,616 Any idea what he's doing here? 489 00:36:00,649 --> 00:36:03,985 The centre has had intercepts about the n.I.S. 490 00:36:04,019 --> 00:36:05,454 Planning violent attacks in the U.S. 491 00:36:05,487 --> 00:36:08,457 To discredit the anti-apartheid movement. 492 00:36:08,490 --> 00:36:11,860 And they think that you may have just found the man 493 00:36:11,893 --> 00:36:14,330 who's going to carry them out. 494 00:36:15,997 --> 00:36:18,800 What's he doing meeting with an undergraduate? 495 00:36:18,834 --> 00:36:20,202 Lot of the anti-apartheid movement 496 00:36:20,236 --> 00:36:22,003 is centered on college campuses. 497 00:36:22,037 --> 00:36:26,141 So you think they're gonna blow up a bunch of kids? 498 00:36:26,174 --> 00:36:27,843 I think Mr. Reagan has made 499 00:36:27,876 --> 00:36:30,979 some very bad friends in South Africa. 500 00:36:31,012 --> 00:36:33,515 The whole world watches while he cozies up to 501 00:36:33,549 --> 00:36:37,819 the most racist government on the planet. 502 00:36:37,853 --> 00:36:42,691 And we are going to break him with it. 503 00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:55,870 Philip is losing faith in me. 504 00:37:02,877 --> 00:37:04,679 It's Paige. 505 00:37:04,712 --> 00:37:06,213 I know. 506 00:37:10,217 --> 00:37:12,387 I never want you to deceive him, 507 00:37:12,420 --> 00:37:15,089 but if he's holding you back on this... 508 00:37:15,122 --> 00:37:18,526 He knows I'm going ahead without him. 509 00:37:18,559 --> 00:37:22,863 But you're not going ahead. 510 00:37:36,143 --> 00:37:38,245 I know! 511 00:37:38,279 --> 00:37:39,714 I lost my backpack. 512 00:37:39,747 --> 00:37:43,618 Were you supposed to pick me up today? 513 00:37:43,651 --> 00:37:45,920 A client rescheduled a ticket pickup. 514 00:37:45,953 --> 00:37:47,454 You want a ride? 515 00:37:47,487 --> 00:37:49,088 Sure. 516 00:37:52,992 --> 00:37:55,295 Nina. 517 00:37:55,329 --> 00:37:57,764 I can't sleep. 518 00:37:57,797 --> 00:38:01,901 Just lay down, close your eyes. 519 00:38:01,935 --> 00:38:06,139 You haven't looked at me since you came back. 520 00:38:12,646 --> 00:38:15,315 I'm looking at you now. 521 00:38:21,455 --> 00:38:24,591 Everything is okay, yes? 522 00:38:28,695 --> 00:38:30,096 Nina? 523 00:38:34,000 --> 00:38:35,835 Nina? 524 00:38:35,869 --> 00:38:37,971 No. 525 00:38:38,004 --> 00:38:39,506 What did you do?! 526 00:38:39,539 --> 00:38:43,109 Nina! No! No! No! 527 00:38:43,142 --> 00:38:44,611 What did you do?! 528 00:38:44,644 --> 00:38:46,612 Nina! Nina! 529 00:38:46,645 --> 00:38:48,514 Nina, what did you do?! 530 00:38:48,547 --> 00:38:53,652 What did you do?! Nina, what did you do?! 531 00:38:53,686 --> 00:38:55,788 Nina! No! 532 00:38:55,821 --> 00:38:57,790 No! 533 00:39:00,559 --> 00:39:03,462 No! 534 00:39:16,842 --> 00:39:19,311 Hey. Hey. 535 00:39:19,344 --> 00:39:21,313 How was school? 536 00:39:21,346 --> 00:39:23,816 It was all right, I guess. 537 00:39:23,849 --> 00:39:25,150 I don't know. 538 00:39:25,183 --> 00:39:27,820 Stupid. Whatever. 539 00:39:27,853 --> 00:39:30,656 Can... can we go someplace and talk? 540 00:39:30,689 --> 00:39:34,059 I'm kind of busy right now. 541 00:39:34,092 --> 00:39:36,361 I'm only in town for today. 542 00:39:36,395 --> 00:39:40,365 I... i have, like, a bunch of stuff I have to do, 543 00:39:40,399 --> 00:39:43,268 and... I can't stop thinking about you. 544 00:39:54,078 --> 00:39:58,015 My parents won't be home until tonight. 545 00:39:58,049 --> 00:40:01,686 You wanna come over? 546 00:40:01,719 --> 00:40:03,220 Yeah. 547 00:40:22,106 --> 00:40:23,908 What are we doing here? 548 00:40:23,941 --> 00:40:26,053 I wanna show you something. 549 00:40:26,077 --> 00:40:28,546 Here? 550 00:40:28,580 --> 00:40:31,215 It'll be okay. 551 00:40:31,248 --> 00:40:32,617 Come on, let's go. 552 00:40:49,500 --> 00:40:50,934 Come on. 553 00:40:54,805 --> 00:40:56,306 Come on. 554 00:41:11,855 --> 00:41:14,124 Can we talk for a second? 555 00:41:16,459 --> 00:41:19,095 Okay. 556 00:41:19,129 --> 00:41:21,965 I didn't tell you the whole story before, 557 00:41:21,998 --> 00:41:24,801 about why I went back to church. 558 00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:32,976 When I was 17, I got a girl pregnant. 559 00:41:33,009 --> 00:41:35,979 She raised him on her own. She never asked for anything. 560 00:41:36,012 --> 00:41:39,816 But he's grown now, and I want to see him, but I can't. 561 00:41:39,850 --> 00:41:42,284 Because what could I say? What could I do? 562 00:41:42,317 --> 00:41:43,686 I failed him. 563 00:41:43,719 --> 00:41:46,989 I never took any responsibility for... Anything, 564 00:41:47,022 --> 00:41:51,827 and now I want to. I have to. I need to... 565 00:41:51,861 --> 00:41:55,330 Because I want to be a better man, 566 00:41:55,364 --> 00:41:59,468 the man that I couldn't be for my son. 567 00:41:59,501 --> 00:42:02,337 I want... I want you more than you know. 568 00:42:02,371 --> 00:42:05,841 I want you, Kimmy, but I am... 569 00:42:05,875 --> 00:42:08,578 Really messed up right now. 570 00:42:10,045 --> 00:42:13,015 It's okay. It's okay, James. 571 00:42:14,884 --> 00:42:18,520 Could you... this is gonna sound... Crazy. 572 00:42:18,554 --> 00:42:20,022 What? 573 00:42:22,057 --> 00:42:24,894 Would you pray with me right now? 574 00:42:30,365 --> 00:42:33,067 Yes. I will. 575 00:42:43,711 --> 00:42:48,849 God, thank you for bringing Kimmy into my life. 576 00:42:48,882 --> 00:42:51,351 She is such a blessing. 577 00:42:51,384 --> 00:42:54,855 I am so confused right now. 578 00:42:54,888 --> 00:42:58,258 Please help me to do the right thing 579 00:42:58,291 --> 00:43:01,729 and... be a better person. 580 00:43:01,762 --> 00:43:03,463 Amen. 581 00:43:07,935 --> 00:43:10,037 And please, please, god, 582 00:43:10,070 --> 00:43:13,573 please watch over James' son, wherever he is. 583 00:43:13,607 --> 00:43:16,409 And please let James see him again, 584 00:43:16,443 --> 00:43:19,279 because I know he'll be an amazing father. 585 00:43:19,312 --> 00:43:21,982 Amen. 586 00:43:29,256 --> 00:43:32,926 That was amazing. 587 00:43:35,262 --> 00:43:37,931 It was. 588 00:43:39,432 --> 00:43:42,401 What are we doing here, mom? 589 00:43:42,434 --> 00:43:45,071 I had a good friend who lived near here. 590 00:43:45,104 --> 00:43:47,239 Who? 591 00:43:47,273 --> 00:43:50,609 His name was Gregory. 592 00:43:50,643 --> 00:43:53,279 Did dad know him? 593 00:43:53,312 --> 00:43:57,483 Yeah. We all worked together in the civil rights movement. 594 00:43:57,516 --> 00:44:00,419 Your parents were real activists. 595 00:44:00,452 --> 00:44:03,455 And Gregory, he was... 596 00:44:03,489 --> 00:44:05,925 He was very important to me. 597 00:44:05,958 --> 00:44:07,593 Important how? 598 00:44:10,997 --> 00:44:14,133 He helped me see the world in a different way. 599 00:44:14,166 --> 00:44:15,935 He... 600 00:44:15,968 --> 00:44:20,139 He helped me understand things I had only read about in books. 601 00:44:21,974 --> 00:44:24,811 Were you ever arrested? 602 00:44:24,844 --> 00:44:28,180 No. We were never caught. 603 00:44:28,214 --> 00:44:30,883 Let's sit down. 604 00:44:34,220 --> 00:44:37,323 We didn't just sing songs and march, you know. 605 00:44:37,356 --> 00:44:39,300 We fought in other ways. 606 00:44:39,324 --> 00:44:41,359 What other ways? 607 00:44:43,161 --> 00:44:45,363 Mom. 608 00:44:47,999 --> 00:44:51,302 It wasn't always legal, but it was right. 609 00:44:51,336 --> 00:44:53,004 It was right for the greater good. 610 00:44:54,672 --> 00:44:57,642 When did you do this? 611 00:44:57,675 --> 00:44:59,811 When we were first married, 612 00:44:59,845 --> 00:45:02,147 before you were born. 613 00:45:02,180 --> 00:45:05,050 And after, too. 614 00:45:05,083 --> 00:45:07,652 Your father and I, we care about a lot of things. 615 00:45:07,685 --> 00:45:11,422 It's not just about the travel agency for us. 616 00:45:14,259 --> 00:45:16,895 I love all the good you're doing with the church, 617 00:45:16,928 --> 00:45:22,067 but sometimes doing good is harder than... 618 00:45:22,100 --> 00:45:25,871 Going to rallies and signing petitions. 619 00:45:25,904 --> 00:45:27,873 You think I don't do enough? 620 00:45:27,906 --> 00:45:30,175 No, that's... 621 00:45:30,208 --> 00:45:32,343 I just... 622 00:45:32,377 --> 00:45:35,380 I think there's something special about you, 623 00:45:35,413 --> 00:45:37,514 and I just think 624 00:45:37,547 --> 00:45:40,550 you could accomplish anything you wanted to. 625 00:45:42,887 --> 00:45:46,056 So... what, you brought me all the way here 626 00:45:46,090 --> 00:45:48,893 to tell me it shouldn't be in the church? 627 00:45:51,762 --> 00:45:54,531 No, I brought you here 628 00:45:54,564 --> 00:45:56,533 because I wanted you to know 629 00:45:56,566 --> 00:45:59,736 that I'm more like you than you think.